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Suddenly wake up feel so depress about my performance... Yesterday night i can't sleep well.. lay on the bed for freaking 2 hr.. i still can clear off thoughs of my brain... haiz.. today maths paper estimated around 10- 12 marks gone... For chemistry.. estimated around 5-10 marks gone... Maths paper 2 3 freaking construction.. and was stuck on loci... haiz... Die liaoz like that... my hope of getting A's for my maths and science quite slim.. There are so many thoughs in my brain.. i can't clear off.. how am i going for my o lvls? Practicle is around the corner.. 18oct..


Going jo's house around 7 hopefully with ppl around me.. i good get back on tip top performance..
Just wondering what will happen if my parents or family found out of this blog? will they like stop nagging at me and leave me alone to solve my own problem? or will they just act as if they din't see this? i prefer to work things out on my own..