what is this feeling?

After a long long while.. this feeling is back .. but why come back at this time?? is it right to go for it? i kept trying to back off.. the fear is there..
izzit a good thing for it to come back?

Sometime i really wish that someone will be by myside.. going through thick and thin together.. accompany one another... but it seems that i am not very succesful in this area...

ok than sleeping time!~!~!