BORED!!!

Traveling too and fro to the hospital is drianing me out soon.. Recently there are too much worries in my mind.. My father trying to find someone to reopen the stall.. My mother's condition and looking after my father.. His not very alert at the moment so i had to look out for him.. Miss my fishing days alot..I may also have to give up my luxurious life.. Hopefully both my parents can retire..

My mind is totally blank.. dunno what to do.. Hopefully someone will enlighten me and be my side..

New template

Woah.. first time trying to insert 1 template into this blog.. not very hard..haha Sadly there is no archive for my pass post which i would like to have some memories about..But i like this template.. suddenly like black rose design..

haiz...

just why do i fal in love with someone who might not like me?
i constantly able to stop myself.. reject myself.. why suddenly i fail? this person is spinning on my mind.. damn.. all i can do is just sit back and hope she's happy and unharm from the cruel world...

got the JAE posting results today.. i got into NP Internetworking and communication.. it's my first choice.. but i just can't get pump up..

there is no eternal love..

The most adaptive survives the harsh society

what is this feeling?

After a long long while.. this feeling is back .. but why come back at this time?? is it right to go for it? i kept trying to back off.. the fear is there..
izzit a good thing for it to come back?

Sometime i really wish that someone will be by myside.. going through thick and thin together.. accompany one another... but it seems that i am not very succesful in this area...

ok than sleeping time!~!~!

Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and
unique. You are quite distant from emotion and
people, but you have been made this way by one
thing or another. You are truly unique yet fail
to see it, and are quite creative be it in art,
music, writing, ect.. You used to let people in
now you don't even bother to try having been
hurt so many times in the past. Your attitude
is that you don't need anyone but yourself,
people are just trouble waiting to happen. But
you really do want to trust someone no matter
if you see it or not, deep down your waiting
for someone to come and set you free. This kind
of depression can turn dangerous, don't let
them get to you. Not everyone in the world will
hurt you, humans are humans and are not
perfect. So most likely sooner or later you'll
meet someone who feels like you do and perhaps
your shell will eventually disappear.


.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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PASSIONATE LOVER. You love to love, always looking
for a relationship. You cannot live without it.
Your lover must be passionate and you want
that you and your partner melt into each other.
He/She should not try to take the domination .
You dont want a relationship without passion,
and the sexuality plays a big part. The first
moment you meet him/her is one of the most
important. There has to be something between
you , you cannot explain. From the first moment
on everything must fix. But when this passion
disappears you disappear to. For you it is
better to leave than to see your love
restrained.

PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.


~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)


What Lies Behind Your Eyes? (With Pics, See All Results!)
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Morpheus


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Take the What Fruit Are You? test by Ellen!

Love


?? Which Angel Or Demon Are You ??
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Your Heart is Grey


What Color is Your Heart?
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You are the spirit of wisdom. You are wise beyond
your years and know what others don't. You are
what others need in a freind. You might appear
shy but are strong.


What kind of element fey are you? (PRETTY PICS)
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You have a dominant kiss- you take charge and make
sure your partner can feel it! Done artfully,
it can be very satisfactory if he/she is into
you playing the dominant role MEORW!


What kind of kiss are you?
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Ha ha ha

Nothing better to do so i surf the net and look at ppl profile.. i found this intresting profile created by *.+CrEsEnCiA +.* on myspace... so i did the quiz also.... above are the quiZ